Partly Torn Rotator Cuff

[packerbacker7964]

Went to the doc today to get it looked at. He had me hold a 5lb weight out with my left arm, after I dropped the weight on the floor and quit crying i had it x-rayed. Too much swelling right now but he says there is some damage to it to the point of going under the knife. Anyone else had this happen to them? I'm kinda of scared of what's going to happen with the surgery if I have to have it.